WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:11.011 --> 00:00:13.646 I was in the lobby of seven World Trade Center 00:00:13.646 --> 00:00:18.351 when the South Tower came down and you could hear it and it was just 00:00:18.918 --> 00:00:22.389 the sound of like a railroad engine. 00:00:22.422 --> 00:00:24.758 It was just something it's just indescribable. 00:00:24.791 --> 00:00:26.559 Not something you've heard before. 00:00:26.559 --> 00:00:30.096 But the antenna for the top of the World Trade Center for the North Tower 00:00:30.296 --> 00:00:31.231 was starting to move. 00:00:31.231 --> 00:00:34.801 And I watched it come down and I thought, wow, this is 00:00:35.235 --> 00:00:38.471 this is the buildings coming down. 00:00:44.277 --> 00:00:46.846 Later on, I was at the police academy 00:00:47.047 --> 00:00:51.451 and waiting for word from my friends and my colleagues in the fire department, 00:00:51.751 --> 00:00:54.687 and I started hearing from my friends that we hadn't heard 00:00:54.687 --> 00:00:57.257 from this chief and this chief and this commissioner 00:00:57.690 --> 00:01:01.327 when I was told that my mentor, his body was found 00:01:01.761 --> 00:01:07.133 and that his remains were at a hospital, that it finally came together. 00:01:07.133 --> 00:01:12.405 And I started to realize the just the extent of loss for the fire department. 00:01:19.846 --> 00:01:22.882 That was when I was able to go back to the site after the attack 00:01:23.016 --> 00:01:26.920 and just see the devastation firsthand, and it was just amazing 00:01:26.920 --> 00:01:30.824 seeing pieces of the Trade Center that were still standing intact 00:01:30.824 --> 00:01:32.258 and you find debris pile. 00:01:32.258 --> 00:01:35.628 And so I came down to the site fairly frequently because I was setting up 00:01:35.628 --> 00:01:38.031 those sites for first responders. 00:01:39.132 --> 00:01:41.234 I think of us as we worked every single day 00:01:41.234 --> 00:01:44.704 because I could think about is my friends are down there working every single day. 00:01:45.004 --> 00:01:47.207 And I this is a way I can support them. 00:01:47.707 --> 00:01:51.578 So we realize that we're working 24/7. 00:01:51.578 --> 00:01:54.514 And it was a large, I think, 14 acre site. 00:01:55.315 --> 00:01:58.284 And then how do we make sure that we were able to see people 00:01:58.284 --> 00:02:00.019 who are working on the pile? 00:02:00.019 --> 00:02:03.456 So we devised a plan to have a feeding 00:02:03.456 --> 00:02:07.427 and respite center site on the north side and the south side of the site. 00:02:07.894 --> 00:02:12.132 It was basically, you know, as we would respond to anything in terms 00:02:12.132 --> 00:02:16.202 of the emergency, I think all your focus and your energy is to help other people. 00:02:16.469 --> 00:02:18.438 And so for me, that was the adrenaline. 00:02:18.438 --> 00:02:21.307 That was the thing that got me going to it. 00:02:21.341 --> 00:02:22.642 So I didn't count the days. 00:02:22.642 --> 00:02:24.210 I just wanted to make sure that 00:02:24.210 --> 00:02:27.547 every point I was meeting my objectives and trying to get help 00:02:27.814 --> 00:02:31.117 and trying to provide as directly as an impact as I possibly could. 00:02:32.185 --> 00:02:34.420 So the statue behind me, 00:02:34.420 --> 00:02:37.891 it was recovered and the statute had been at the Trade Center Plaza, 00:02:38.258 --> 00:02:40.827 and we thought it had been destroyed and it was recovered. 00:02:40.827 --> 00:02:42.929 And you can see it's relatively intact. 00:02:43.196 --> 00:02:45.999 And I thought it spoke to the resiliency of New Yorkers. 00:02:45.999 --> 00:02:48.201 It speaks to the resiliency of people. 00:02:48.201 --> 00:02:51.104 And we took that and basically 00:02:51.404 --> 00:02:54.507 put it in a memorial area in the Battery Park City. 00:02:54.507 --> 00:02:58.811 And that was part of my responsibility to move that and to find a new site for it. 00:03:06.653 --> 00:03:08.821 Some wrestling matches my passion. 00:03:08.821 --> 00:03:12.292 It's the way that we actually have an impact on survivors, 00:03:12.492 --> 00:03:16.896 and that's something that FEMA has is so unique to from the federal agency 00:03:17.096 --> 00:03:20.667 that we actually can go out and touch people's lives during that time period. 00:03:20.667 --> 00:03:22.535 You saw the best in people, 00:03:22.535 --> 00:03:26.339 and that's why I was so struck by during, you know, terrible times. 00:03:26.573 --> 00:03:28.741 Ordinary people do extraordinary things. 00:03:29.008 --> 00:03:32.812 And for all the folks we work with, they have all said how rewarding it was 00:03:33.046 --> 00:03:33.713 that they were able 00:03:33.713 --> 00:03:36.683 to have a direct impact on people and that we were saving lives. 00:03:37.183 --> 00:03:42.155 And so I think that's I mean, it's the most rewarding career I can think of.